Now I Know What "Exhausted" Means.....

I'll admit it......I am suffering from exhaustion. Some of this is my fault, like the fact that it's 12:30 a.m. and both boys have been sleeping for the past...oh.....2 hours?? Maybe 3 hours? And what have I been doing? Well, of latest, checking email and blogging. But prior to that, watching the season finale of Showtime's Dexter with Kwasi.

I should have been sleeping.........And yes, I am headed there now...Just in time for Ohene to wake and want to nurse. LOL....But I can deal with that, as long as Kwabena stays in his own bed for the whole time, not waking to yell out to me or Kwasi.

Anyhow, I know I am exhausted because when I wake, and Kwabena is talking to me while lying in bed at 4:30 a.m. (ugh...), I actually start to zone out and sort of start dreaming/hallucinating. It's crazy. It even happened today while reading to Kwabena, as well as during his evening book. I will be in the middle of something, and just start to fall asleep, to where I start talking out-loud about something I had just "dreamed" during that in-between hallucinogenic phase. And then I "come to" and realize--OH SHIT--I just fell asleep in the middle of something!